Shyboy has been away at his interview most of yesterday and today...he's due back at 7 and I'm hoping he isn't going to be tooo tired and not want to kiss me ;) .
Yesterday I had this big crisis with cash and the bank and he sorted it all out for me and was really calm and sweet and reassuring, and I realised I'm pretty much nearly in love with him. This sort of worries me because I know he isn't in love with me yet. On the other hand it's good, because I like being in love, and I'm sure I can keep it to myself for a few weeks.
I'm having my hair done on friday, by a trainee hairdresser, ooh err! So it should look good unless they make a disaster of it. Maybe a night when I'm looking fabulous would be a good night to seduce him.
I dreamed last night that I got him naked but he was really really tiny , so I was trying to give him a handjob but he was so small it was impossible. Whenever he wears tight little shorts I always try and have a look and see if there's a sizeable buldge there, and indeed I'm pretty certain there is, so I'm sure I needent worry about size...as long as he's at least 5 inches alls well, and anyway he puts up with me and all my faults so even if he is like miniscule, I guess I'd have to find ways of making the best of it.