Do I like sex too much?

WARNING: I do not reccomend that people under the age of 18 read this blog

Here goes, my first real entry.
I suppose what I really want to talk about is sex, thats why this is an anonymous journal. Not many people I know want to talk candidly about sex with me. I suppose it must be true that the British are prudes!
No, I dont really believe that, I think many of us are very interested in sex underneath our shyness, but this isnt the sort of thing that I can say to people face to face, hence the fact I will be writing here instead.

As a woman I often feel that Im not supposed to be as interested in sex as I am.
It's not exactly approved of by the masses, and all the old jokes are about women and their made up headaches, and the great legnths men will go to in order to get a woman into bed.
Women are not supposed to be too keen traditionally. Is it too unattractively masculine to enjoy sex, to think about it a lot, to crave it? Does having a strong sex drive make me strange, abnormal, a freak?

I'd like to defend my right...

...here, in this journal, to be as interested in sex as any other type of person on this planet. I enjoy sex, and I don't think its unhealthy for a woman to do so. A lot of my female friends do not seem as interested in sexual things as I am, so in comparison I feel as if I am being "greedy" about it.
Even a lot of my male friends tend towards asexuality, and could take or leave having a sex life.
I don't think I should be ashamed to love sex so much, but all the same, I must be, or I wouldnt be hiding my confessions here. And Confessions you will have. Although all names will be changed.

So, Here's my situation:

Im Single right now.

I have a male "date" who we will call Catboy who lives a little too far away. He has suggested we date when we are in the same area of the country but we are not in a relationship and we can see other people.
We got together early this year, and I'll tell you all the explicit details sometime in a later entry If he ever moves nearer me in the country I suppose we will become an item. I really enjoy the sex with him, but he's very sweet and shy so sometimes I wonder if he's a match for my perverted mind. Im worried I'll shock him if he finds the real, dirty me.

I have a male friend who we will call Geekboy who wants us to be shag buddies. He's good looking enough, but much as I desperately need some sex I am always saying no to him. This is mostly because he fancies every girl we meet, so if I slept with him I'd feel pretty cheap. I also live with him and his ex, so it seems like things could get emotionally messy if we hooked up.
Despite this, we got really drunk one night and as he leapt on me for the 52nd time I gave in and we went past the usual wild kissing stage...he dragged me up to his bedroom, and being drunk we pretty much skipped on the foreplay except that I tried to touch him and he said he would cum too soon if I did. He was pretty well endowed, and after a little while of stripping off each others clothes he rolled on top of me, and very quickly was in me. His thrusts were quite powerful and he was kissing me at the same time, so I was really enjoying myself but it was over too soon, and the details were vauge the next morning when I was hungover. At first he seemed to regret it, but then he told me he was just ashamed of forcing himself on me when I'd already said no so often before.
Because I know he's on hand, Im very tempted just to play with him and use him but that isnt really in my nature. Im trying not to let my sex drive take me over, but often I just want to pounce on him. We still kiss and grope each other every now and again, but when he's asked for more Ive said no. Now I wonder if I shouldnt have been saying yes. My head tells me he wouldnt make a good shag buddy, but my body wants me to just have anyone, and soon! I know one of these days he's going to ask and we are going to end up having sex again.

I have another male friend, who we will call Iceboy who I have always been a bit attracted to, and often we fool around playing truth or dare and although its never gone much furthur than a bit of kissing and groping and top half nudity, I used to wish it would go a whole lot furthur! He's quite skilled and the tension between us can be very intense.

Penultimately, I have yet another male friend, who we will call Shyboy who is very sweet, and very kind, and is trying to court me in an old fashioned style by sending me roses and chocolates and crossing great distances to find me. I will be living with him in a few months. He knows I cant really date him while I am dating Catboy but he dosent seem to have given up. I do fancy and like him a lot, but I worry that like Catboy he is too good and honest and non-perverted, as he is very inexperienced and seems to have very little interest in sexual things. I think I need someone to whom sex is quite important, someone who shares my passion for it. Im pretty certain he's never even kissed a girl.

lastly I should mention my good friend - whom you readers will be knowing as Atobe - because he's got exactly the same kind of perverted mind as me, and we love swapping stories. He's recently got a lovely girlfriend and whenever we have some great sexual encounters we share all the gossip He might be writing for this journal at times.

I hope to write about my encounters with these, or any new, men as this journal progresses. This entry was sort of a detailed, informative one, but believe me, the others will be more random and perverted.